OH ALSO!!! I HAVE FRECKLES :P
Friday, August 26, 2011
yup
Hey ya'll
I know I haven't been on for a looooong time (Nico don't laugh at that)
ALSO! Hunter, I know you are reading this so HIII!!!! :P
I got back from queer camp on saturday and I really want to go back! School starts on wednesday and I am not really that excited. Hunter leaves on monday :( I wont be able to see him until Halloween. so yup thats all I have for ya right now.
BYE!!! <3 I love you all
I know I haven't been on for a looooong time (Nico don't laugh at that)
ALSO! Hunter, I know you are reading this so HIII!!!! :P
I got back from queer camp on saturday and I really want to go back! School starts on wednesday and I am not really that excited. Hunter leaves on monday :( I wont be able to see him until Halloween. so yup thats all I have for ya right now.
BYE!!! <3 I love you all
Monday, April 18, 2011
grr
i feel like shit!!!
η φεελ λική σηιτ
η φεελ λική σηιτ
it sucks a lot.
ιτ συκξ α λοτ.
η αμ νοτ Πρέστον'ς βιγγεστ φαν. βυτ η δον'τ βάντ χιμ το διε.
οη αντ Η αμ φαιλινγκ σχοολ.
if you can figure out what language that was in then you win!!!!
grrrr
UGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my jaw has official become a problem. it hurts so much that its waking me up at night. I am gonna get a night guard and see if that helps it. if I tear the little disk that is swollen i will have to have surgery to fix it. so my fingers are crossed that i wount need to do that. i am also getting sick and my throat feels really gross.
I tried to save a plant this morning, and i asked my science teacher if it would live, he said no. but then this kid Preston made fun of me when I got sad about it.
yeah my day has not been going that well.
my jaw has official become a problem. it hurts so much that its waking me up at night. I am gonna get a night guard and see if that helps it. if I tear the little disk that is swollen i will have to have surgery to fix it. so my fingers are crossed that i wount need to do that. i am also getting sick and my throat feels really gross.
I tried to save a plant this morning, and i asked my science teacher if it would live, he said no. but then this kid Preston made fun of me when I got sad about it.
yeah my day has not been going that well.
Friday, March 25, 2011
i'm a bit bored
LUCY!!! except not, but it looks like her
GIRAFFE!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE THEM!!!!!!!!
TRIX!!!! 133 days....i think
JO JO!!! we must hang out!
Drag queens are the best EVER!!!!!
GYMNASTS!!!!!
gay gymnasts....the best kind!!!!!!
Gymnastics rings, Eli could do it!!!!!!!!! he has pecs and a six pack!!!! So jealous!!!!!
It's amazing I am in love with this pic!!! <3
Thursday, March 24, 2011
"Emo" day
today is emo day and a lot of the girls are wearing black eyeliner that look like tears running down their cheeks. I am the only guy who participated in it, a few people think it is offensive, but I think it's just like an awerness day for kids who are depressed or cut or something like that. I look like I'm sad today, and it isn't because of the . event today, I actually feel like this a lot. today is just the day where I don't have to pretend to be happy.
Monday, March 7, 2011
yeahhhh
when I was in 6th grade I burned the back of my hand with an eraser, I felt better after that, I continued to burn myself with erasers for a year, then I switched to knives and burning, I have been doing that for 3 years. I have attempted suicide 14 time, and been to a treatment center for 50 days. I have been depressed for 7 years, been cutting for 3, been to therapy since I was 6. I have been raped and molested, been in abusive relationships, yet I'm still here, 14 attempts later...what do you think it means?
if you look at my left arm, thighs, stomach, back, feet, neck, ears, lips, fingers, and scalp, you would be scared......I wear my scars with pride. I'm proud that I didn't cut deeper, burn hotter, scratch harder. I didn't die. I'm proud to say that I am a recovering cutter, it's a form of addiction, I'm an adict. I may never be able to be around large knives without supervision, but that's better than being 6 feet under.
I was raped, bitten and cut by the same person. I stayed quiet about it, I was too scared to say anything, she would have killed me if I had told anyone.
Don't apologize, it isn't your fault, you didn't hurt me like she did.
And Nico, if you are reading this, I like the song "love the way you lie" because I can connect to it, please please don't ever apologize for things that Kayla did, you are the best friend I ever had, you and Jo Jo, but don't apologize. Don't feel sorry for me, don't cry for me, just love me. I'm okay, really. I have not forgiven her for what she has done, but I stopped letting it control my every move. I love you Nico.
if you look at my left arm, thighs, stomach, back, feet, neck, ears, lips, fingers, and scalp, you would be scared......I wear my scars with pride. I'm proud that I didn't cut deeper, burn hotter, scratch harder. I didn't die. I'm proud to say that I am a recovering cutter, it's a form of addiction, I'm an adict. I may never be able to be around large knives without supervision, but that's better than being 6 feet under.
I was raped, bitten and cut by the same person. I stayed quiet about it, I was too scared to say anything, she would have killed me if I had told anyone.
Don't apologize, it isn't your fault, you didn't hurt me like she did.
And Nico, if you are reading this, I like the song "love the way you lie" because I can connect to it, please please don't ever apologize for things that Kayla did, you are the best friend I ever had, you and Jo Jo, but don't apologize. Don't feel sorry for me, don't cry for me, just love me. I'm okay, really. I have not forgiven her for what she has done, but I stopped letting it control my every move. I love you Nico.
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
the begining of my life
I was born on May 25, 1997 in a hospital in Bloomington, Indiana. I was an average size baby, weighing in at about 7 pounds 3 ounces, 21 inches long. I was named Maya Luna.
Maya was because of Maya Angelou, and Luna, well I think my parents just liked it. At the age of 5 months me and my family moved to Washington, by the time I was 1 my parents and I had settled down on Bainbridge Island. My first 7 years of life were pretty normal. When I turned 8 things started to go downhill. I started getting bulled in school and my parents got divorced. By the time I was in 6th grade I had switched schools and I started falling into a depression. I was bullied every day for a year. 7th grade was a bit better, but not much. the summer before 8th grade I was in an acting camp where I met my first real girlfriend, I didn't see it at the time (or the seven months following)but that was a pretty abusive relationship.
TO BE CONTINUED
Maya was because of Maya Angelou, and Luna, well I think my parents just liked it. At the age of 5 months me and my family moved to Washington, by the time I was 1 my parents and I had settled down on Bainbridge Island. My first 7 years of life were pretty normal. When I turned 8 things started to go downhill. I started getting bulled in school and my parents got divorced. By the time I was in 6th grade I had switched schools and I started falling into a depression. I was bullied every day for a year. 7th grade was a bit better, but not much. the summer before 8th grade I was in an acting camp where I met my first real girlfriend, I didn't see it at the time (or the seven months following)but that was a pretty abusive relationship.
TO BE CONTINUED
First Official Post
Hey!
I'm Kasper, and for those of you who will be joining me on this journey to tell the story of my life, I would like to thank you for taking time out of your day to read this.
I'm 13 (almost 14) I live on Bainbridge Island Washington, I have 3 dogs and a cat, and a six year old step-brother. I love photography, animals, painting, reading, skate boarding, making legos, playing with my little brother and a bunch of other stuff.
I'm Kasper, and for those of you who will be joining me on this journey to tell the story of my life, I would like to thank you for taking time out of your day to read this.
I'm 13 (almost 14) I live on Bainbridge Island Washington, I have 3 dogs and a cat, and a six year old step-brother. I love photography, animals, painting, reading, skate boarding, making legos, playing with my little brother and a bunch of other stuff.
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